"I'm not addicted to alcohol or drugs,I'm addicted to escaping reality" #alcoholicproblems
A dude who thinks, bakes, writes, learns, and teaches. And I make a LOT of sourdough.
Shawn Van Daele / SJ Van Dee
A rude little awakening for me. Not a surprise, but an awakening to add to my list of recent awakenings. A year ago, I would've thought this was the best gift ever...
"Someone once told me the definition of hell: The last day you have on earth, the person you became will meet the person you could have become"#alcoholicproblems
I'm going to rehab. There. I said it. I'm doing it. I'm going.
February 21. A week from Tuesday.
I struggle to connect with so many people and things. Alcohol is the one thing that is always ready, willing and waiting for me. Ready to numb all my connectors so I don't have to think and I don't have to care. And music. Music is always there to try and bring me back to life, or to help me lose myself even more...
"You're not going to master the rest of your life in one day. Just relax. Master the day. Then just keep doing that every day."
